Thursday, October 31, 2013
Bean an Adult (Being an Adult)
It seems I don't let people see the child side of me, cuz then I'd be in a bind.
Story Time..Alas
So, Christina and Sarah are both kids. There's a younger girl named Jackie. Mama Elizabeth came in with a load of other ladies. Sarah and Jackie went over for a kiss, while Christina shook her head and closed the lid on the laundry washing machine. Christina had a friend named Chloe. She went over to Mama Elizabeth, at this time too.
Christina was going to school for harp and lived life on this earth as a harpist prodigy.
It was time for the caravan for the festival again. Chloe and Christina were alone in their room, and Christina put her big paw on Chloe's shoulder. "As if!" Chloe said, and they both kissed for some reason and they lay down.. Sarah came in, more @ the same age and they exchanged notes.
Christina was looking for Jackie by some strange instinct, but she was not to be found. Christina went over to Elizabeth and they cleaned the rest of the kitchen, and Christina slipped away into bed.
The caravan came. They all road along. There were some wolves, and then men took out the trap and trapped them. It was Halloween that night. Elizabeth picked up Sarah and Christina picked up Jackie.
Finally, they arrived. Christina went down the Tunnel of LLove.
Christina took Elizabeth's hands, and she cupped her hands around her face and swiftly left.
Christina was going to school for harp and lived life on this earth as a harpist prodigy.
It was time for the caravan for the festival again. Chloe and Christina were alone in their room, and Christina put her big paw on Chloe's shoulder. "As if!" Chloe said, and they both kissed for some reason and they lay down.. Sarah came in, more @ the same age and they exchanged notes.
Christina was looking for Jackie by some strange instinct, but she was not to be found. Christina went over to Elizabeth and they cleaned the rest of the kitchen, and Christina slipped away into bed.
The caravan came. They all road along. There were some wolves, and then men took out the trap and trapped them. It was Halloween that night. Elizabeth picked up Sarah and Christina picked up Jackie.
Finally, they arrived. Christina went down the Tunnel of LLove.
Christina took Elizabeth's hands, and she cupped her hands around her face and swiftly left.
YouTube Comment
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Wow, that is beautiful lights.. I love this concert tour! She is such a pretty, English singer! I guess she's still both modern and classic-ish. Thank you so much for posting. What do you think of it? Any other singers out there?
Wow, that is beautiful lights.. I love this concert tour! She is such a pretty, English singer! I guess she's still both modern and classic-ish. Thank you so much for posting. What do you think of it? Any other singers out there?
Funny?
I said I wanted to see my Gramma, not talk on the phone, to my dad. Why is she moving down to Florida? I don't want what I think and say to be why for things like this. She's a bit grumpy and sorta restrained, like she has nothing to offer to me. She isn't like exercising much but doesn't work. She instead is bugging Barb in Florida.
Interesting Article
on Obama
http://www.nbc-2.com/story/19954218/obama-halloween-decoration-causing-stir
A veteren lost an eye and wants to use his freedom! He made a hangman display of Obama, so he's hanging from a tree. It's a game people like to play on the chalk or dry erase board.
http://www.nbc-2.com/story/19954218/obama-halloween-decoration-causing-stir
A veteren lost an eye and wants to use his freedom! He made a hangman display of Obama, so he's hanging from a tree. It's a game people like to play on the chalk or dry erase board.
What I Found
It's hard to find the good people out there.. I wonder if others are brave enough for fame. I know I am. I just want my life..
Question
Why does everyone keep correcting me, still? I feel overcorrected but like to correct myself. It sure is weird, these days, though. I couldn't even think going online with all the mess, after 2005, when Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out.
I might just go to sleep, soon. 1 part of the neighborhood is enough.
I might just go to sleep, soon. 1 part of the neighborhood is enough.
OK
I'm moving my stuff, now! I might make it!
Well, I was upset I felt uncontrollably upset, could not chill out, was cleaning up and thought of something suggestive that others find was a type of message. It might be something she likes, but I don't think so, in a way. I mean, maybe, but I don't think it was what she specifically intended for. Maybe, she likes Cher, though, who knows, who knows..
Well, I was upset I felt uncontrollably upset, could not chill out, was cleaning up and thought of something suggestive that others find was a type of message. It might be something she likes, but I don't think so, in a way. I mean, maybe, but I don't think it was what she specifically intended for. Maybe, she likes Cher, though, who knows, who knows..
I am taking a stand
against Late Boomers and their parents.
My gramma set me up to get mad so she can knock me out in a programmed way. She was just plain nasty. How can I deal with this? It already happened. It's her fault. All this shit because of your ordeal with Nell Burton and me calling her the N word..though you didn't say anything @ it but signaled me to do it.
My gramma set me up to get mad so she can knock me out in a programmed way. She was just plain nasty. How can I deal with this? It already happened. It's her fault. All this shit because of your ordeal with Nell Burton and me calling her the N word..though you didn't say anything @ it but signaled me to do it.
Well
OK, I jogged and have started a list of groceries. Looks like cabbage soup, which I could have made now, and the lecipe :| (recipe.)
Weird
Now, I want the balloons I saw on the costume on my birthday.. This isn't funny, I know someone's laughing, depends on who, though..
Question
I found a nice shirt.. it looks like a party dress.. Did someone in the experiment get them to do it? What if in the end I don't have anything I like to wear that was made to be sold?
What I Do Now
If you were wondering, I have to tell myself stuff so I don't get more mad, like oh I am not doing that, oh I don't approve, no, I'm not doing it..
Problem
I told you I was upset, but I didn't think anything violent. I don't even know why I'm posting this.
Question
Now, I noticed Bethenny is a candy girl. I am an Ellen fan, I know they planned this for me. I will not put up with all these weird things, but I mean of course it's okay.. I don't like the attitude I am sensing. I wanted a clean, new way of blogging.
Well
I posted this cuz I was so upset @ my aunt. I am also upset @ the message. It's very inappropriate.
I will not do it.
I am getting outta this experiment trap. My dad is the 1 who is gonna be beaten theoretically for always being so intruding, @ me though. I forget what it was, but his making up stuff won't "hold over."
Problem
I found that these people experimenting on me or whatever will do something because of this. I didn't really do anything and figured out each time why I felt so bad. I was doing the dishes and don't usually do that. I did them yesterday, too. I know I get a temper when I do things like ironing, but lately it's been rather easy.
Well
I was upset because so much has centered on something that actually does't matter - my aunt invited herself on my birth date when I was 1/2 her age, but I just wanted a special time with family. I now go out with my other aunt for a concert each birthday, and my gramma called me for like a year and bothered me. I just visited her again. Something that will astound you to know is Sarah Brightman came to give a concert, next is Josh Groban who we aren't seeing for some reason, and around my birthday is the despicable Cher who had adoring fans. Are they feeling for Sarah Brightman inappropriately for no reason? I know it was the wrong thing to do, but what made me mad and kept not feeling okay was @ my aunt having importance in a suggestive way. I didn't tell anything to her but was hurt and told my family..
Well
I'm reserving a ride to the Disney auditions. I am not getting there as early nor leaving as late. I'll leave 4 hours from when auditions start..
Well, it's scheduled, but it's so early.
Well, it's scheduled, but it's so early.
And as for me
The Disney parade would help with my performance skills. I don't know that maybe it's better than a small role in "Finding Dory" because Ellen DeGeneres is Dory. It would help make me less shy, though Tinkerbell doesn't talk.
Set & Focused
I really need to lose weight, think I could make it @ Disney. I don't know why my mom made me fat. My room I just need a bit more sprucing, got the chords piled up, and wanna change computer tables to the 1 that doesn't shake. Guess this big table will be used for a variety of things. Something else I need is a hat stand for sweaters and stuff. I have an extra little table for the fish bowl, I see, if I sew, maybe same for the rat, need to buy another maybe cuz my harp is on 1. I just had a hot dog and am making a hamburger. Unhappy, need to make a list to shop.
Plan
Well, I found 2 more agencies, gotta be careful cuz if I apply and don't make it, no more left. I am getting the impression I'm good enough compared to others or something but am not being accepted. I just am not ready, maybe. I go to audition, and they think I'm fat or something. I think I will, though, apply for the Disney parade cuz I'm so restless. If I get much thinner, I can apply for "Finding Dory," see if I'm ready for the Disney parade auditions for Tinkerbell, would be nice for life now. My mom had me apply for a job, so.. help from an agency. Also, I'm so hungry like for a soda or a snack or something. I was dieting, but sometimes I'm not. I use money for things other than food, too, like new clothes. If I know there's something I really like, I can come back, later.
I have to
Old Post
move the computers to the sturdy table and I guess use the other table for the fish and a rat and my art. Not sure where I will sew. My dad is supposed to take 1 computer away.
move the computers to the sturdy table and I guess use the other table for the fish and a rat and my art. Not sure where I will sew. My dad is supposed to take 1 computer away.
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Problem
My typing seems to shake the table now with my dad's computer and machine on it. I'm trying not to shake, as much, but it's a bit hard, not too too bad, though. I am just too tired, and tomoreow's Hallo'een.
So
Who is singing the phantom for Sarah Brightman?
He seemed a bit nervous. I'd want the person on my tour to be recognized, you know famous.
Not that I need to say anything else, but like I don't feel good enough to tour with say Charlotte Church. She sings so cutely, and I can't be that pristine. Remember, though, a long time ago it was more open to who can sing, not just the person who is famous? I don't know how else to talk @ it. Maybe it's because of the 90s. They were harsh on all the kids, mostly, I think, the up and coming famous ones.
To scoop up the rest of what you are thinking, let me add I am not worse than Charlotte Church, but I am not better, just each better in different ways.
He seemed a bit nervous. I'd want the person on my tour to be recognized, you know famous.
Not that I need to say anything else, but like I don't feel good enough to tour with say Charlotte Church. She sings so cutely, and I can't be that pristine. Remember, though, a long time ago it was more open to who can sing, not just the person who is famous? I don't know how else to talk @ it. Maybe it's because of the 90s. They were harsh on all the kids, mostly, I think, the up and coming famous ones.
To scoop up the rest of what you are thinking, let me add I am not worse than Charlotte Church, but I am not better, just each better in different ways.
Wow
I liked the piano and violin writer girl on Ellen. I don't just repeat 1 thing when I write. I thought @ tricks and didn't remember specific notes and forgot now but could dig something up.
What I'm Gonna Do
My nails are drying. I might try to dress up and sing. I put the spray on Sheer Blonde and it looked more sandy but more light. I wonder if I can look for some music and lie down.
What She Found
I guess Sarah Brightman found.. why did I say that?
Well, you found that I am just someone who says to do the right thing and be cool. I am not really an entity.
Well, you found that I am just someone who says to do the right thing and be cool. I am not really an entity.
Another Question for
Ellen.
I mean, yea you are smart where you are from, but are these people clean?
I mean, yea you are smart where you are from, but are these people clean?
Wale! (Well)
My room is pretty clean. The fish is a bit far away. I deall should not have 2 computers in the end and wish I had smaller tables. Gotta use what we have. I know it'll work out.
If you think I'm not suited for..
..ballet and classical singing, which I do on my own, then would you literally, please, right now introduce those you dubbed worthy so I can go on with my muddled, little life?
Since I talked @ that girl, I'll talk @ this girl.
Does Jackie Evancho think she's better than everybody else, you'd say but then realize it's overrated? Does she think we can't sing?
Plan
I think I'm gonna go for a jog and nap so as not to ruin my Halloween. Physical activity used to keep me or keeps me in a good mood.
Stupidity
Maybe, I have problems, but you don't fix it by being mean to me.
What am I forgetting? I mean, if you thought someone were that great then they wouldn't be making everything worse and being overly careful.
No, I am not calling anyone stupid, and it doesn't look like I'll necessarily discuss this. I actually was thinking of someone else or just really the idea of people in general "who do this sorta thing for a living." :}
It's..
the 2 PPM songs by the 2 Asians!
Where Have All the Flowers Gone
Blowing in the Wind
by South Duet
They sound like white Chinese.
The words are in Chinese, like the writing found on the CD cover.
Where Have All the Flowers Gone
Blowing in the Wind
by South Duet
They sound like white Chinese.
The words are in Chinese, like the writing found on the CD cover.
"Here's the plan."
I listen to the music whilst I clean my room, and when I rearrange the computers and fish bowl my speakers might crack angain.
Clean Clean
You know, I don't like the old, old singing cuz I got tired of it. I'm gonna sing after I can clean all this stuff in my room. :|
Personal Judgement
If someone is attracitve and accomplished, it doesn't mean they are always right. You're find they're not as versatile as you thought yet themselves must lead a better life.
Also, it's best to veer and steer away from judging how "attractive" any one is.
Also, it's best to veer and steer away from judging how "attractive" any one is.
YouTube Comments
Scarlett the British Soprano
1
At 15, you sound as old as me singing.
2
This was my big debut as a singing major in college. They loved me @ 18.
3
I used to always like performing like this in Talented Music. I am so used to covering for messing up from theater and singing when I posted it online. I wish we could sing together. I trust you and you're respectful with talent.
4
This was always a good song to sing. It makes me interested in what you look like. :)
5
Well, you're a beautiful human being. :) My advice is to listen to advice to really make it. I've sung since I was 7 but did it mostly no private lessons. I loved arts and music.
1
At 15, you sound as old as me singing.
2
This was my big debut as a singing major in college. They loved me @ 18.
3
I used to always like performing like this in Talented Music. I am so used to covering for messing up from theater and singing when I posted it online. I wish we could sing together. I trust you and you're respectful with talent.
4
This was always a good song to sing. It makes me interested in what you look like. :)
5
Well, you're a beautiful human being. :) My advice is to listen to advice to really make it. I've sung since I was 7 but did it mostly no private lessons. I loved arts and music.
What I Think of Scarlett
I think she is .. just trying to make others feel like they can't sing, the way it used to be. Well, I just said some people can't sing in some way. With me, things come and go, though. It's never too late to play the piano, though?
So..
..If I have sung better than most everyone, then what are you shooting for trying to **** me "not doing 'my job??..'"
You know, others can't sing and it's a dangerous tool.
You know, others can't sing and it's a dangerous tool.
I guess we haven't
reached the goals of the 90's. Someone's out there, not parent, not a baby, not your lover (luvah.)
So..
I've been cleaning today. I did the dishes, soaked the baking items, threw the garbage away and put in the nice, new bags~ ;]
Schedule
I think I wanna clean up while I wait .. I mean before I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," again. I have a feeling I won't be finished with all my stuff but have a neat room with the fish and future small hopefully white rat in a good position.
When will that be? Tomorrow is Halloween. So, I'll try to watch it I know hopefully tomorrow, not sure, just can't get how to do this cuz you see I have 1 corner for singing away from the garage door and other stuff. So the TV is next to me by the garage door, which is next to my sofa. So, fishy can't go between me and the TV because the machine I leave on the floor next to the screen so the chords will all reach. Hm, I just realized how long this table is..
When will that be? Tomorrow is Halloween. So, I'll try to watch it I know hopefully tomorrow, not sure, just can't get how to do this cuz you see I have 1 corner for singing away from the garage door and other stuff. So the TV is next to me by the garage door, which is next to my sofa. So, fishy can't go between me and the TV because the machine I leave on the floor next to the screen so the chords will all reach. Hm, I just realized how long this table is..
TV
So, I just watched "Bethenny" while I did breakfast and matched all my clean socks. I'm cleaning my room. Then, I turned on "The Voice" recording. I was afraid of watching Jimmy Fallon and was a bit taken over thinking @ Colbert. I didn't watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," yet. I was gonna actually move my furniture around again, 1st, cuz when I put the fish further away, I heard its rubbery body slam on the glass of its bowl.
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