Friday, November 1, 2013

Problem

Why is my dad talking again?

My parents are threatening me.  They want me out but to control my life.

SHUT UP MY DAD IS BEING MEAN AGAIN

O No

Sorry Ellen I love you

So

I had even met a cute guy, today.

Problem

How I talk has been affected by a shit dad who likes speaking.  I tried to say order and it got messed up by your shit good for nothing goddamn teens.

Problem

STOP DENYING ME AND MY DAD ACTING LIKE HE GAVE ME PEOPLE IT WAS TIM BURTON

Problems

Let's see what's on Ellen today, the rest.

Problem

Stop threatening me.  I don't give a shit @ any Pennsylvanians.

Problem

Stop telling me I did anything wrong.  I deserve what I deserve, and you all just treat me like a nigger.  Give me back!  I didn't do anything.

Problem

Ellen, why do you think you get to feel all funny.  I say you don't just you.

Problem

You niggers stop making a big deal of everything.

Why did my dad just talk to me?

What stupid thing do you wanna know?

You wanna know if I've m..?  Yes.  A lot in Orlando.  As a kid more before I moved from Florida to the New Orleans area.  What does it mean?  I felt it coming as a kid.  Now, I mean I had gotten addicted thinking it would send me to Heaven.

Disclaimer

The former Ellen DeGeneres, whatever that may be, is not stupid?  Just mean @ the n word thing.  How do you know shit @ me, anyway?  I didn't make myself shit!  Shape your life up?  What's it like?  You just don't like me?

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Didn't I just say to shut up?

I want my life back, stop it!

Problem

I said to stop, Ellen.

Shut up and leave me alone you stupid people!

Are you trying to ruin my life?

I was all happy, but my mom came home bothering me and then telling me I did something wrong it seemed, upset @ the people acting like I'm like my dad in a bad way Ellen thinks so it seems..  Well, I mean, I got over it, but they wouldn't quit.  I felt better later, but they gave my mom the wrong order.  I feel unsafe..

What is this?

What's wrong with stupid Ellen?  I didn't do anything.  Stupid like erratical Johnny Depp.

STOP

STOP ACTING CUTE

I SAID STOP

Wow

Ellen just craps in my life and goes on her show like nothing happened.  I mean my mom has been weird and something because of her.  Sorry, I just wanted to say crap, sissies.

SHUT UP

STOP MAKING FUN OF ME YOU'RE NOT ***Y

Soo

I didn't do anything.  Why is Ellen at such peace?  With her show?  Shitting in my life, whoever it was.. she did but I don't wanna connect the word to her.

Problem

People are addicted to hurting me when I get mad, and Ellen probably did it on purpose.
What is this shit, anyway?  You're all too dumb.  No, I am not talking @ anyone.

Problem

My "young" mom gets so mad at me.  She had an even younger mom.

Also

She was attractive.

Question

Why was my dad's youngest sister so happy??  I was never treated like her.

Wale! (Well)

My dad took me to 2 cities he grew up in in northern Pennsylvania, and we saw 2 movies in NY.

Weird

My gramma is mad at me for not seeing|talking to her as much before, but at the same time she seems not to hold any interest in me as a human being relaxed..  Why go back up and see all those watching eyeballs - hold up - THEY DID THE MASH - THEY DID THE MONSTER MASH - THEY DID THE MASH - Why'd I say that?  My gramma like kept pushing my cheek bone, all I can forgive her for for it is if she dies.

HA

My old choir director would never be in a choir, and Sarah Brightman would never sing for her.

Question

If Ellen DeGeneres would like me, why does my dad act like he's more of an accomplished human being?

What are ya'lls moms and dads like?

I know my dad is pretty ***y, esp. with young people.

My mom is considered so sweet and so nice to have had the pleasure of viewing.

YouTube Comment

Sarah Brightman - Concert - Scarborough Fair

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I loved it so much how she did it for us at ours.

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Update

I added titles to the photos.

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LOL

Guess what's funny for me?  I heard a car and it sounded like a big, nice person saying, "NOW -- THERE .. IS .. !!!NO ONE!!!"  You know, the joke @ people from Florida not being as active in the brain.

So

Did my parents allow me to be raised to do anything like a normal person?  I am normal.  If I'm not, it's just their fault and other families have their own problems not caused by the existence of mine.  You should have gotten that straight.

Update

I rearranged the tags at the top, a mistake!

These Things

I do get over them, sometimes when I find out, sometimes might "feel like crying" but not do it..  Often, I get over it after my reaction..  Isn't that not as bad as otherwise?

What I Did

I just felt mad, didn't mean anything.  I ended up not cursing much, but I was cleanin and throwing stuff away.  I don't even know if I cursed nor how I avoided it precisely.  I didn't think violent thoughts.  I just was violent in my attitude in some platform.  I just felt anger, not something I made, more of a reaction than a response.  It was very much a reaction.  It seems that the medicine I'm on isn't enough for this family member or relative.

I got the message.

I'm supposed to post things that bother me rather than get mad later.  Why did my aunt fall from the sky and through our roof (no hard feelings, just joking to be witty or funny-ish..) and like seem to wreck my birthday party with my family, with whom I felt grateful to be with at the time?  It seemed to ruin our bond.

Then, my gramma is acting like this is a problem and I didn't even tell her.  My other aunt is dipping in on the issue in ways, as well, I don't wanna think @ quite so..

Movie

Ender's Game.  It was so funny when the kids were all on 1 side looking at the adults feeling so uncomfortable on the other.  People would blame me that I feel like I make fun of them.  It seems there's too much give and take with some people.

Back

I got an Elsa doll.

I wonder why I was so mad, yesterday.. what..  It just made me think weird thoughts.  That 1 thing wasn't why but the whole box office will see.  Oh well.. whatever happens happens..  I'm not really mad now.  I wonder @ when I do the dishes, like ironing something would tip me.

Wah ah ah now I got a bad blog, too.  I found that people were happy I talked @ it, I think.  Just not to get too upset @ anything.

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