I just felt mad, didn't mean anything. I ended up not cursing much, but I was cleanin and throwing stuff away. I don't even know if I cursed nor how I avoided it precisely. I didn't think violent thoughts. I just was violent in my attitude in some platform. I just felt anger, not something I made, more of a reaction than a response. It was very much a reaction. It seems that the medicine I'm on isn't enough for this family member or relative.