Tyring to Get Better

I'm feeling better.  I just need to avoid people..  How?  What I said was maybe disapproved of by some but most don't care.

How am I gonna refresh myself if you're always talking to me?

When I say stupid

etc..

I'm speaking collectively and no one.

I'm so good

and you just SHIT at me

STUPID

STOP POKING AT ME AND TELLING ME I STARTED SOMETHING

I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT.  IT'S UP TO YOU TO READ IT.

You all

just hold onto negative uptight energy and don't have the big picture like me.  Ask anyone.

It is better not to..

..just come in too opened up.

Also, I don't have a social problem, other people do..

On Twitter

When I said **** I didn't mean anyone in particular, just a hazy memory of something that's not funny where I can't really seem to defend myself nor get away.

Oh

I added jk to my post on Tim Burton..the Great!

Edit

IMDb

Edit

I caught and deleted the double post @ the play.

Nitey

My Day

I'm feeling better now.  I did a recipe of chicken and corn .. and later burger, dog, and some candy, feeling okay.

"Make a Wish"

So, I wish to sing with girls my age and get famous.  I also wish to meet prestigious people for singing.  I have sung, but maybe it'd be fun to see other people like meet Sarah Brightman.  She could do a whole concert on TV!  Why not??

What's wrong with my parents today?

My mom was being mean, as usual.  I made some noises, like it hurt her.  My dad was mad cuz my mom is younge ran he wants her to like puff him up for being from a generation of something that's not popular..  Like, I did some things, and it seemed to hurt her.  I will not bow down to Sarah Brightman as younger in any way.

Problem

Now I have to worry @ a, not really crazy, but a "crazy" lady at my back for commenting that Ellen told her to dress up in a costume I liked for Halloween just to take it out on me that she thinks I'm not in her kind of crowd and control what I am in the world like that.  Why doesn't she get that?  And today I said something to her I didn't like, and it was like Ellen.

Anyway, I think she had a sweet costume, a candy lady, didn't really like it with candy all over but guess it'll make the people laugh.. maybe that was good enough for Ellen.  :{  She just doesn't like me as a person.  She likes those little teens, ultimately, like everyone, and like they have to be endorsed in her every action or naturally like everyone else.  :|

Did you know

in the Flower Duet I had to sing the soprano spot int he Alto (Mezzo) line?

So, you can tell I hate people who are mean to me from going along with the crowd.

Um

Is Ellen a human beeen?  I should be able to do "what" she does..

The bubbles meant

a ring for another beta

I found

I can give bubbling betta boy away..

I'm cancelling 3 job interviews.

So

Do you know about what I don't got?

Update

I starred on my Twitter bio the 1st Disney pass I have.

High School

I started out just wanting to get a job.

2nd year was Queen of Clubs in the school paper.

3rd year was in theater and stuff.

4th year I left the public and Baptist schools completely and joined NOCCA|Riverfront (arts school) and went to the Catholic school there and had gotten more into, with a f.e. (foreign exchange) student .. I was more wanting to do all music for Loyola in NO and was into just going and sitting @ the football games with a Letter Jacket, though no I didn't get the Letter on..  AH IT IS SO STRESSFUL LIKE HELL HERE I CAN'T RELAX LIKE THE BIG EASY

I 1st Saw "West Side Story"

at the movies with my dad in Orlando.

The Songs from "A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum"

are from when I did keyboard for other instrument parts in Slidell across the bridge from New Orleans.

I also tagged

the Lisa Kelly post.  }:}

Edit

I was going through my stuff in case anyone out there gave a *beep* but I tagged the Sarah Brightman post.  ^66^

OK

I rated the songs-

List of Musical Theater Composers

Lerner & Loewe (sp?)
ALW - Andrew Lloyd Webber
Stephen Sondheim
Rogers & Hammerstein
Leanard & Bernstein

Weird

Ellen is pushy and stereotypical to be funny @ her being from the New Orleans area.

So

Ellen who do you wanna become, cuz it's gonna be something that's of use to me .. not oh I'm gonna be some fugly girl who doesn't give a shit @ people like Christina.

Why

does Ellen DeGeneres get a kick outta hurting me?  I think I have support that I'm not actually shit.

I can't trust what you say, like I don't think so really.  You think I am just some fugly girl.

I don't really give a fuck @ other people.. like you think I was spoiled.

More

Suspicious posting and shitting @ my future kids.

More

So why did Blogger add something stupid, a +1 in bold blue italics on the sides of these posts?

Sucky

All the talk shows suck.  They insult you for saying the truth.  Oh for God's sake go hurl yourself.

Kids Sooner to Make Sure

I am not infertile, but it was okay they said not having my female thing as strongly.

Only Thing Worthwhile

I grew up with adults around me dizzy @ if I should do gymnastics or if that's the only reason I was shit.  It was great stress doing just enough exercise and not as much as I'd like.

Problem

They keep ruining stuff of mine if I have a hard time with something.

Problem

Did someone make my YouTube playlist not keep playing?

Soo....

>^,,^<

So, Ellen, you didn't know my 1 inkling|yearning for passion WAS my fear that Pennsylvania was trashed and I'm not really from where I'm fwom!

YouTube Comment

link

She walks out as if she is different. I mean like probably better but not really. Very beautiful so far.. I think she assumed that the Japanese or whatever part of Asia this is, that they couldn't be attractive, so she was more humble.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

Did you know that..

Did you know Ellen gets mad at you for something you don't know that you did wrong?

So, is it time for me to die?

Also

I hda toi go back and tag th post.

UGH I just materialized a thought that peopel could see me type my IM.

THEY DID SOMETHING ELSE

I wa sthinking of a boy from England and they turned off my cell phone early.

Funny?

I don't mean to be insulting but see how Sarah Brightman waltzes off like she's younger than everyone.

These annoying people cahaning my computer to be slow and making talkinc glicks won't stop.

Issue

If Sarah Brightman's life -is- music, then why does she act like a spoiled baby.. I mean being born in 1960?  Does it look like I can be as cool with other people around me?

My life is -not- music, it's blogging and in a way real life.

Well

I need to get out, and I will be, though..

STOP

Someone in my room said they'd kill my daughter in a maze.  I thought of something violent, and now they're gonna blame me.  I feel like hitting something.  My face doesn't feel good because of those videos being taken down.  I hate these tacky people.

So, why are my Salmen videos disappearing?

Website Quote

Website

I'm sure I'm shaped well enough to play Miss Violet Beauregarde on Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

Who WOULD have a problem

With Sarah Brightman being a Late Boomer?  Or being even younger than your own parents?

Facebook Post

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Lisa Kelly's student

She seems nice, has an accent like mine cuz I'm Pennsylvanian but also New Yo'ker. I thought people in the South had a voice like a bell or horn or something. I thought there was a regular drawl. Is this just the adults? I know it's like that in the Northeast, NYC and Boston?

So

My 2nd computer, the internet stopped working as I was loading videos.

Problem

My dad is "weird."  He wants to give Sarah Brightman a gift of her being a Late Boomer and saying I'm shit just for the soundoff.  Why does he think I care @ him?  He doesn't really drink alcohol, but I don't know what happens when you do.

My dad is pretty neat, but he's trying to act emotional.

Question

Why are people who are older than me suddenly younger?  Maybe, it doesn't matter.  I mean, I can't just hang with the old folks.  This is really annoying.  Should I turn into a hermit?

I mean, I am just really really annoyed by older people who are @ my parents's ages + .

Website Quote

Website

No one cares how they treat me, anymore.

IMDb

So

Also, my internet keeps being slow since I moved it last.  I am guessing it is old and I dragged it on the bumpy tile that has ,aube sand there.  I know my cell phone suddenly works now.  Is this some kind of a joke?  What you want me to talk to my fish all day?  That's not what pets are for.

Since when has this fish become a big deal?  Everyone just says oh fish are easy you don't do anything but shovel out poo, well this fish doesn't poo, and every time I put a little food in the water gets murky.  I never heard of that.  I mean, I am supposed to only clean the bowl once a week.  I think they sell cheap, affordable filters, however.  I think I clean the bowl 3 times a week.  However, I sometimes feel I need to clean it more.  It also only eats like 4 times a week, not every day.  It's a betta, very sweeet, but hard to give away I bet.  I think it's bored of me, so I will contact the pet stores.  My dad wanted it, but I think he's kidding.  I happened to go in that aisle by accident.  I actually got it cuz I wanted sea monkeys, which I might get in December.  They live in a little long tube.

Dream

It was very grounded and surrounded by an aura of surrealism.  It had  lots of stress.  I just remember having seen my Gramma smile a bit kooky feeling and putting her hands around just below my shoulders.  It wa a long drema, don't remember much now.  I woke up once and went back to bed..

The room was a rustic blue, possibly hinting being shiny and like those abstract statues people make and put in front of buildings, like the squares and stuff.  There were other people.

I'm too tired to remember.