Plan

Well, I found 2 more agencies, gotta be careful cuz if I apply and don't make it, no more left.  I am getting the impression I'm good enough compared to others or something but am not being accepted.  I just am not ready, maybe.  I go to audition, and they think I'm fat or something.  I think I will, though, apply for the Disney parade cuz I'm so restless.  If I get much thinner, I can apply for "Finding Dory," see if I'm ready for the Disney parade auditions for Tinkerbell, would be nice for life now.  My mom had me apply for a job, so.. help from an agency.  Also, I'm so hungry like for a soda or a snack or something.  I was dieting, but sometimes I'm not.  I use money for things other than food, too, like new clothes.  If I know there's something I really like, I can come back, later.

Schedule

I think I wanna clean up while I wait .. I mean before I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," again.  I have a feeling I won't be finished with all my stuff but have a neat room with the fish and future small hopefully white rat in a good position.

When will that be?  Tomorrow is Halloween.  So, I'll try to watch it I know hopefully tomorrow, not sure, just can't get how to do this cuz you see I have 1 corner for singing away from the garage door and other stuff.  So the TV is next to me by the garage door, which is next to my sofa.  So, fishy can't go between me and the TV because the machine I leave on the floor next to the screen so the chords will all reach.  Hm, I just realized how long this table is..