Problems

My Gramma is NOT nice like she was and seemed to promise to be.

I will not sit here and f*** around on if I can feel good.. like from another person.

Huff!

I saw that smile on Ellen's face thinking I figured something wrong in NOLA.

That's so humiliating like my aunt thinking of how my life has been.  So rude, too, though.  She's constantly an annoyance..

Tis Tis

My aunt born sometime April 1960 and Ellen DeGeneres are very rude @ tween daughters.  My aunt constantly.

Sorry it sounds like an insult, but maybe you see the point of the idea, too.  I just had to talk @ it somehow and am busy..

Waring Me Away

Why does my Gramma seem to do that?  Why isn't my aunt talking to me?  She might, this time.  I wanted my cousin online not sending private letters, the last of which she did not respond..

but my gramma is old like she talks @ age.  She thinks she has no choice but to hurt me, seems she took advantange and "is not fogir

Also

She was attractive.

Question

Why was my dad's youngest sister so happy??  I was never treated like her.

Weird

My gramma is mad at me for not seeing|talking to her as much before, but at the same time she seems not to hold any interest in me as a human being relaxed..  Why go back up and see all those watching eyeballs - hold up - THEY DID THE MASH - THEY DID THE MONSTER MASH - THEY DID THE MASH - Why'd I say that?  My gramma like kept pushing my cheek bone, all I can forgive her for for it is if she dies.

Funny?

I said I wanted to see my Gramma, not talk on the phone, to my dad.  Why is she moving down to Florida?  I don't want what I think and say to be why for things like this.  She's a bit grumpy and sorta restrained, like she has nothing to offer to me.  She isn't like exercising much but doesn't work.  She instead is bugging Barb in Florida.